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The "gut-wrenching" flashes of wondering what her mother's last moments were.

The Dad Shift's co-founder, George Gabriel, said the stories he hears are often "absolutely gut-wrenching".

As the gut-wrenching events played out, Le Scouarnec sat in his box – mostly reactionless, but at times noticeably agitated, his voice cracking as he asked his sons for forgiveness.

And what a night it was on Tyneside as Newcastle's supporters started in a state of gut-wrenching tension, but then ended high on emotion and elation after reaching Wembley once more.

"We could have had that chance to get back in contact with him but the fact that someone's taken that chance away - for us to ever be able to reconnect with him I think that was quite gut-wrenching."