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McMurtry spent five years medicated; training hard, feeling bad and struggling for selection, before a new performance director - Brendan Purcell - revisited her diagnosis.

“It’s a hard feeling because when you’re not there, you just want to be there,” he added.

“It’s hard feeling like that you’re the one responsible for your child, the one who wants what’s best for them, and in some way like you’ve failed them.”

Noting Ben-Gvir once promoted a "parade" of livestock meant to liken homosexuality to bestiality, she said it was "a really hard feeling" to see him as police minister.

“It’s a hard feeling. It’s a disappointing feeling.”