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And so to design a stage, to have it made, all of those things — I didn’t have the time to totally do what I really wanted to do.

“Every time I would go into the bathroom, I would feel horrible because I would see a toothbrush holder for a life that I thought I was going to have. It made me feel so much shame and guilt, and all of those other feelings that come with divorce,” Howell said.

On open-pasture farms around the country, egg-laying hens seem to have it made: an open door offers access into fresh air beyond.

“It was just unbelievable the talks we used to have. It made me kind of emotional because we were driving on the same road where my dad used to talk to me about these certain situations in life.”

But, she revealed: "I would love to have it made as a mini-series. I think a middle aged Jude would be very good with Christian Bale in the role. But I also like the American actor Joseph Gordon-Levitt."